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ME AND ONLY ME...
My parent named me Eileen Ng Yiling and don't ask me why because i am not Eileen Ng Yiling's parents.Please pronounce the ng properly because i never make fun of your surname,what if that's your surname?!Don't pronounced like you're in the toilet making some chocolate cake or muffin.
I may have showed some attitude but i am now like that one luhh!
Maybe it's the things happening around me or maybe i have some problems or found out new stuff which i don't really want to know.It's all about stupid friendship stuff and true friend stuff!I am always complaining about no true friends luhh!But true lar,because all my school peeps is like sometime never really listen to what i say and i will be ending up with a aiya!forget it,nvm~ so they really miss out alot for me.So i don't really have much hope for them to be my true friend because each and everyone of them have a little problem that i don't really like to have in my true friend's attitude or character.
I am not scare of writing all out here is because this is really my true feelings,
i post things that are facts to me and not consoling and lying back myself...
i will make this livejournal a reflecting corner or maybe ranting corners.. maybe a everyday journal..
to make a little note to myself or what to remind me of what am i feeling most of the time and what i am listening to most of the time because music can really shows what a person of you might be... you dare say it's not true?!
Those who is in love with those rocky rock rock songs will be those who are more crazy and wild!
Those who is in love with songs that are love songs will be more emotional involved!
That's what i think, that's my thinking... if you have your own thinking and want to voice out? maybe just leave a comment down to let me have a range of opinion of some matters... ;DDD

IMPERFECT!
And remember i am not perfect like some other people that you expect me to be.
Because i am just Eileen Ng Yiling that my parents have named me!
I am practically a maybe funny person?And maybe i seems so don't-give-it-a-damn on some matters like wanting people to care and concern but now i tell you, i really need them because after all i am still a human being, every human being needs antidote like encouragement to have me moving on in my life.
Why?!Because it's my life!I want to move on!So i need the antidotes!
I don't like dis-encouragement for me,just tell me nicely if i have any wrong or whatsoever.
I don't like to be hurt as human's heart are just like a sheet of thin glasses that when people just sing and hit the middle note.. it will just shattered and broken into smaller pieces.The smaller the miserable that i can be!I will need time to healed myself but there will always be alot of small scars that i've healed to remind me of those sad memories.
People don't like sad memories,only the happy memories that can warm our heart without fail!

PEOPLE I LIKE TO HAVE WITH...
I like to go out with people that are high,steady,funny,talkative,kind, and comfortable with each other one!And of course that kind of that can consider what i suggest luhh,if the friend keep oppose to you .. i think might as well don't go out.. it will be very miserable to be with them.Without that all,what's the point of going out?no steady,no outing,no high,no talk,no fun so cannot present your kindness and even have the change to feel whether you feel comfortable with each other not... AIYA! i just let the people bypass me and which really suit this category just make friends with me luhh,i am very happy to be your friend!
Just add me in msn and we can start chatting already! LOLLL!

WHAT I REALLY THINK OF BEING NEXT TIME...HMMM....
I keep dreaming that maybe one day i will be an actress?singer?host?athletics?CEO?
or whatever but what i really feel like is being in the singer group bah,
because after that you can get to act or host anything that you have potential in.
Some of my school peeps say that my "kou cai" quite good,phew~ glad i have that little encouragement... MY ANTIDOTE!as for CEO,that's business stuff so i think it's on the popularity and luck of the brand? maybe...
As for athletics,i told you!michael phelps inspired me,but what a body i've got!
i say i want to slim down but no action taken ==
i know, maybe after exam i will be off swimming somewhere in singapore already.
trust me ok?!I will try to slim down one!I need time!



LIKES?
I like swimming,badminton and volleyball for sports but i don't really play them quite often
as i don't have the time to as currently i am undergoing for 'N' level prepatory.
A part of the reason why i love swimming again is because of michael phelps! ;DDD
I hope that i can just dream and be like him who can just get more medals that are more than the fingers of one hand. ;DDD
I think i will try to do all the stuff after my 'N' level because i can see that my subjects are slowly flying away from my hands,going to be out of my control.

LIL-TALENT?
As for musical stuff will be the piano,guitar and maybe drums.
Since young i've played the piano ...
but because of the timing clashes with my school time,a part of the reason is because i was very tired so i quitted it and since then i learn some music pieces from my friend's score sheet.
I slowly learned a few but i think sometimes i just need to brush up abit and practice so pratically i can say that now i almost forget how to really play the songs fully.
Guitar is the musical instrument that i found interested in now but i have no idea how to really play it as the only song that i can play mainly of it is "Your call" by the SECONDHAND SERENADE!And i do love SECONDHAND SERENADE,
by the way i caps it you can guess it though.
I hope i can play more songs though, but from what i see ... i really have no time for it.
Somemore i need people to teach me, so those who is kind and thoughtful enough to teach me please do approach me and tell me!Because i really keen in learning them! ;DDD

YUMMEH!
FOOD?!I love alot of food!From the size that i am now,you can tell!
But those who really cannot enjoy food is really a dumb!
If you think that you're the one that i am referring to... please think again?!
you are not enjoying it so what's the sense of taste to you?
To taste food right? so to enjoy too!
If you don't enjoy..
you might as well don't use your tongue or rather your whole mouth to eat.
But basically i love having BBQ!I think this is the only "food-way-to-get-closer-to-your-own-family".Because when you are having a BBQ session with only your families, you can get to interact alot of things with each other!
For example like,if you're in-charge of the food area... you will surely ask the others what to eat and so on and so forth.This can eventually let you know who loves to eat what and what,this can really get to know each other's likings!Or maybe from that when you just happen to pass by a BBQ store that sells sotong, which is my mama's favourite.. and mine too!LOLL!I know it's limhui's too!
Why?Because she come to my house for BBQ with limting during the chinese new year time.
Having BBQ's as my favourite food?Everything that is being BBQ-ed on the charcoals are my loveslovesloves!Especially all the food that my mama will seasoned it with chilli,chilli powder,"ji jing",pepper,soy sauce,oyster sauce and sesame oil to spice the taste of it!
But if it was cooked in the stupid wok, i tell you! NOT NICE AT ALL!
Beside all these things, i am also in love with TOMBLERONE CHOCOLATE!I love the fruit and nut one.Chocolate is not my all-time favourite but i eat it when i feel like to.
Hmmmm, seriously thinking i also don't know which food is really under my favourite food category luhh!But i only know that chicken cube claypot is my current favourite!Because whenever i go to west mall's Koufu, i will surely eat that one,without fail.

CHANGES?
So if i have any updates on this, i will come back and edit again! ;DDD

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